i just want to have a lot of money and buy all the things that i freaking want and have a life that i freakin want like any other teenagers because i am sick of all of this unfairness and i know i dont have the worst life in the world but i just thought that i deserve better considering i am a nice and sensitive person and i am not really always this angry or repugnant but i just really thought i could have a better life and i cant breathe and im gonna cry